What can Separate us from his LOVE.

[38] For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, [39] Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. Rom 8:38-39

I have been fighting a Spiritual war since April 23, 2013 when I was told I had to leave my mother house. A huge fight broke out between me and my step father one that I was familiar with once again i was in the parking lot of  the grace-yer store thinking to myself “how in the hell did i end up back here”. i remember like it was yesterday the yelling, the name calling, the fear for my life as i ran out of my mother house. The fight that took place between us should have been at no surprise to me.  i thought i had it all under control, i knew what i was getting into when i went back to my mothers. i promise myself no matter what happens don’t let it brother you. well i spoke to soon, all hell broke loose but now when i think about it i truly believe it was of God’s divine plan. One thing  after another, friendships went down hill,  15 year mentor relationship ended. i finally ended up silencing  myself only to be open to a  few . I stop talking to everyone,  i needed time to think but i knew my time was at hand. i just needed space a time to heal from my wounded heart from my family, a mentor that i had for 15 years ended and  dead relationships that ended my ability to believe in love. i had hit a low unlike anything,  i had never experience this before i had been claiming out of a pit to finally seeing how far i have come from what i like to deem as my ” beauty marks”, war wounds. i was done with my life but God had a plan that would lead me towards destiny.

A family friend ask if i would consider moving out of California to Texas i never thought about moving out of the state of Cali yet I’ve always wonder how much more of  life would be if i did but that would be going against the ” THE PLAN” we so plan out in our minds ( Though a man plans in his heart its the plans of the Lord that shall prevail ) Prv 16:9,  . i was convinced that i just needed time to figure some things out not necessary an out just a little more time to get it together. I had been praying and started to dream having divine importation of the word of God becoming more visible.

Then it came to me at my then best friends fathers plastic coach LOL! and the Lord brought it back to my remembrance of the vision i had when i was in this enormous airport. I had a one way ticket to Missouri, another story but i had a one way ticket. my grandmother took me to the airport to make sure i would make it on time she even purchase it the funny thing was i had no luggage just saddles a white dress ready to broad. i never ended in Missouri i ended up in Texas!. The dream had an angel that lead the way i wasn’t sure if i was going to make fight despite the odds yet the assurance of the man( Adonai; Lord, Master, Owner ) who owned the airport after sitting me down with him in a private meeting told me that “HE would make sure that if I’m not that plain it wasn’t taking off and he was right. The opposition that was waiting for me at the brocading gate( DOOR)  did everything in its power to make sure i would not broad. Yet i had the promise of another who knew all, see’s all, controls all, and owns all promised me that the plain would not leave until i was on it. When hell couldn’t pro vile i boarded that fight on time at 7 a.m. completeness, divine perfection, finished! My life has never been the same.

I took fight leaving my Egypt goodbye to welcome my four-year wilderness in Taxes. How ironic Texas a huge circle. The the word of  GOD says when they left in Exodus 12:36 “The Lord had made the Egyptians favorably disposed toward the people, and they gave them what they asked for; so they plundered the Egyptians.”  I thought i had left emptied handed but i didn’t i realize in the mist of all my pain i had taking what was taking from me. i left with faith, hope and love awaiting a journey that i could only truly dream of  envision in my mind.  The dreams the visions of the Lord thy God i have never been the same and i have not look back. The Lord has done good work.

Chapter one of life was California chapter two was arriving to Texas chapter three was purging me chapter four was finding who i was in Christ Jesus chapter five was death, birth, spring fourth chapter six is my new beginning and here i am ending chapter six headed for chapter seven where my destiny awaits me.  i cross the red sea now crossing my Jordan. Do not get me wrong i am sooooo grateful my time spent well worth all the tears, sacrifices, loses, heartache, disappointment, devastation,  i didn’t looking back i wanted to become the woman who God had told me about showed me and now i am she. i never would have made if i didn’t keep my knees every night rehearsing Scriptures mediating asking God to use me but never exasperating him to call me. These chapters are nothing short a book.  i cant wait to piece it all together for you to get the whole sum of who is Scarlet is.

I went with this title because where i am right now in my life i am in a space where time and i are engage and we have a date with destiny. You see i had this dream where i had thought i had lost my ring my promise somewhere in the past because that literary is how it was set up a past setting ( which came to past) i was in my old truck ford escape and i had thought i had lost it somewhere else but as i was looking for it i would have never thought it would be in place i would lose it yet there it was waiting for me. when i put my hand down on the side of the sit i knew i had found it i lifted it up out of the darkness where it was hide and to my surprise it was  much BIGGER then how i saw it the first time. The Lord of promise had kept his word  for he is truly faithful to  exceed above all that we could ask or imagine. Nothing can’t keep me, separate me, from the Love of my God.