Can you say “YES”!?


Dear Beloved Readers,

I want to take a moment to share something deeply personal with you—something that has been stirring within my heart. It’s about the kind of relationship that changes everything. A relationship that transcends human understanding and brings us into the fullness of who we are meant to be. It’s about intimacy with God.

Imagine a love so profound, so unconditional, that it knows every part of you—the good, the bad, the beautiful, and the broken—and still says, “You are mine, and I choose you.” This is the love God offers to each of us. It’s not a love that demands perfection but one that invites us into a journey of trust, surrender, and transformation.

I think of Mary, who, when faced with a divine calling, asked but one question: “How?” Her swift and willing “yes” to God inspires me to reflect on the depths of her trust and the intimacy she must have shared with Him. Her faith was not just a fleeting belief; it was a profound knowing—a relationship so close that saying “yes” to the impossible felt like the most natural response.

And so, I ask you: What would it look like for you to say “yes” to God in your own life? To lay down the distractions of the world, the fleeting connections, and the contradictory priorities that so often pull us away—and instead, to choose Him wholeheartedly? What if you truly leaned into His invitation to walk in step with Him, not just as a distant deity, but as the very core of your being?

God doesn’t desire mere rituals or surface-level interactions. He longs for you—for your heart, your trust, your vulnerability. He wants to hold your worries, your questions, and your dreams. He wants to walk with you through the highs and the lows, weaving His purpose into every part of your story.

He’s whispering to you, even now: “Why not choose Me? Why not trust Me with every part of who you are? Let us walk together—not as strangers, not as acquaintances, but as one. I will never leave you, never forsake you. I am here—always.”

This is the beauty of intimacy with God. It’s not just a practice; it’s a partnership. It’s letting Him be the first, the center, and the anchor of all you are and all you do. It’s stepping into a love so boundless that it fills every gap, every ache, and every longing.

So, my dear readers, I encourage you to take that step. To open your heart and say, “Yes, God, I choose You.” For in that choice lies the fullness of life—a life not free from challenges, but one where you are never alone. A life where God’s love and purpose envelop you, guiding you to a deeper understanding of who you are and who you are meant to be.

With love and hope,
Scarlett


ASK YOURSELF. LET’S REFLECT


The Power and Beauty of an Intimate Relationship with God

Just as Mary (Luke 1:38) said “yes” to God with complete trust, her relationship with Him serves as an inspiring example of what intimacy with God looks like—an unwavering confidence, a profound connection, and a readiness to surrender to His divine purpose. This intimacy wasn’t born overnight; it stemmed from trust, dependence, and an openness to His spirit.

As humans, we often prioritize relationships with friends, family, and the world around us. While these connections are meaningful, there is one relationship that transcends all others—our relationship with God. Unlike worldly relationships, God’s love is unconditional, unwavering, and deeply personal.

What Does an Intimate Relationship with God Mean?

An intimate relationship with God is not merely about religious rituals or occasional prayers; it’s about daily communion, complete dependence, and a deep trust in His plans. It is choosing to let Him into the very core of your being—to share your fears, joys, struggles, and hopes with Him—just as you would in a close human relationship. It’s allowing Him to guide you, shape you, and walk alongside you through life’s triumphs and trials.

How Do We Achieve It?

Many of us, like Mary, ask “How?” How can we strengthen our bond with God? It begins with a willingness to shift priorities. Here are steps to nurture this relationship:

  1. Dependence and Trust: Surrender your worries and challenges to God, trusting that He can and will handle them with grace and wisdom.
  2. Daily Connection: Spend time in prayer, reflection, and reading scripture—letting His word fill your soul.
  3. Authentic Vulnerability: Be honest and open with God, sharing your inner thoughts and emotions. There’s no need for pretense—He knows your heart.
  4. Shared Journey: Recognize that intimacy with God is a partnership—it’s about becoming one with Him, walking in agreement, and aligning your will to His.

Why Is This Vital?

Without a strong relationship with God, it’s easy to become consumed by the distractions of this world. While family, friends, and worldly endeavors may bring temporary fulfillment, the joy of knowing and walking closely with God is eternal. When we place Him first, every other aspect of life falls into place. He becomes the wellspring of wisdom, love, and strength that empowers all other relationships and pursuits.


Let this message inspire you to read to seek God as you’re first and most important relationship—not just as someone to call on during hardship, but as the ultimate source of hope, peace, and purpose. Just as He reached out to you with the invitation to “date Him” and truly choose Him, He’s extending the invitation to you. It’s a journey of transformation, abundance, and becoming one with the divine.

-Scars Gift-

The Climb


Journey to the Sherman Tree: Trusting God in the Climb

This past Saturday, I walked out a dream and vision that unfolded as a testament to God’s majesty, guidance, and purpose. What began as a journey toward what seemed like an island turned into an ascent up a mountain—a climb that mirrored life’s challenges and triumphs. This mountain was not just physical; it was a spiritual symbol of the process of trusting God through uncertain terrain, steep inclines, and moments of doubt.

We were driving toward the oldest tree on earth—the Sherman Tree. The journey felt daunting, just as my dream had revealed. In the dream, the climb took us to an elevation of 7,000 feet, mirroring the steep hills we faced in reality. At every turn, there was the question: Would we make it? My brother appeared in the dream as an 8-year-old—his age representing new beginnings, as the number 8 does in biblical significance. He was fearful of the climb, as was my nephew, whose age (6, soon to be 7) represented completion leading to spiritual perfection. Yet, despite the fear, we pressed onward.

The challenges grew as we ascended higher. Just as the road grew steeper, so did the uncertainty. Don’t look down—it’s a long way down. This echoed through both the dream and our waking experience. On the other side of the mountain, we found a desolate, dry place—a reminder that sometimes what lies beyond the climb may not be what we expect. But the lesson was clear: There’s no going back. The climb demands we move forward, trusting the process even when the outcome is unseen.

When we reached the snow-covered summit and faced slippery ground, the real challenge began. We fell—but not in defeat. My nephew fell once, my sister three times, and I once. Yet I positioned myself on the ice, knowing that sliding down would take me closer to the goal. No one was hurt, either in the dream or in reality, because the skills learned in the climb—the wisdom God provides—carried us through.

Coming off the mountain was more than a physical descent; it was a mental and spiritual experience. As I sat in the passenger seat, reflecting on the dream’s meaning, I was struck by the profound truth that trusting God expands our understanding of faith and strengthens our resolve. The destination—the Sherman Tree—was worth every challenge. Hugging this tree revealed how vast God is in comparison to our limitations. What feels impossible to us is nothing for Him.

This journey reminded me that God can handle all that we are. He goes before us, preparing the places we will go (John 14:2). Yet, He also provides us a place in Him—a refuge, a guide, and a source of strength. The climb may be steep, the journey uncertain, but the purpose is divine. We just have to walk it out with faith.

In this season of new beginnings, I am reminded of Philippians 4:13: “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.” This is not just a verse—it is a truth to live by. The climb, the falls, the uncertainty—all of it works together for God’s plan. His power is beyond comprehension, and His love is greater than we can imagine.

ScarGifts exists to encourage you in your journey—to remind you that you are not alone. Just as Jesus goes before us, preparing the way, He also walks alongside us, ensuring we are equipped for the climb. Trust the process. Go forward boldly. Know that the God who created the Sherman Tree, the mountains, and the storms is the same God who created you and is guiding you every step of the way.


The Overflowing Jar of Oil and The Faithful Stewardship of Talents


The Overflowing Jar of Oil and The Faithful Stewardship of Talents

In 2 Kings 4:1-7, we encounter the widow whose desperation met the miraculous. The man of God asks her a simple yet deeply probing question: “What do you have in your house?” Her response reveals not just the material lack but also the revelation of faith—she has nothing but a jar of oil. To the natural eye, this might seem insignificant, a mere drop of hope in an ocean of need. Yet, in the Kingdom of God, even the smallest offering can overflow into abundance.

The widow is instructed to borrow vessels and pour what she has. This act—pouring—transcends the physical realm. It is a reminder for us today that pouring into someone’s life carries eternal value. We live in a generation that often equates help with monetary gifts, but the deeper truth is this: God, the ultimate sower, has called us to pour out His supernatural wisdom, strength, and love into others. The jar of oil teaches us to trust that even the smallest resource, when placed in God’s hands, becomes more than enough.

In Matthew 25:16, Jesus speaks of talents. The revelation here is both striking and sobering: the talents He has placed within us are divine investments meant to multiply for His glory. But how often do we fail to ask, fail to recognize, and fail to work the talents that He has entrusted to us? As a witness to this truth, I can testify to the struggle of identifying and cultivating the talents God has given me. The world tells us to pursue passions, but God invites us to seek His Kingdom first, as Matthew 6:33 teaches.

My journey has been marked by small beginnings. Yet, I’ve come to realize that God calls us not to despise those beginnings but to trust Him to grow them into something greater. It’s said that mastery takes 10,000 hours—but with God, the timeline shrinks. What could take decades can happen in moments. I’ve seen it in my own life as I transitioned from uncertainty to purpose, leaving California in August of 2013 with nothing but a prayer, a hope, and the determination not to look back. Philippians 3:13 reminds us to forget what is behind and press onward toward the upward call in Christ Jesus. This theme has anchored me, pushing me forward even when the path was unclear.

Recently, I’ve entered a season of receiving—a time of harvest where the seeds sown in faith are coming to fruition. The Holy Spirit has personally revealed to me that I need not worry about what has already been determined for my good. As I move forward, God’s plans continue to unfold, proving that He indeed works all things together for those who love Him.

The widow’s jar of oil was enough. Jesus prepares a place for us (John 14:2), and though we may journey to places we’re not meant to stay, every step works for our good. As I step into new roles—managing investment properties, supervising teams, and discovering fresh talents—I see His purpose in the training and preparation.

Be encouraged. As Joshua 1 reminds us, we are commanded to be strong and courageous. God’s plans are unfolding, His provision is overflowing, and His call is upward. Let us not limit Him, but instead, pour out what little we have into vessels, trusting that He will fill them to overflowing.


Embracing Creativity: Spiritual Reflections and Innovations

Reflect on The Power of Creativity and Innovation

As I watched Dr. Matthew Stevenson’s teaching on “The Power of Creativity and Innovation,” I was reminded of my journey over the past five years. Dr. Stevenson emphasized that God is the original creator of all, a point that resonated deeply with me. I found myself transported back to Charleston, South Carolina, where I lived five years ago.

During his teaching, Dr. Stevenson referenced multiple scriptures, including Revelation 19, which describes “The Marriage Supper of the Lamb.” Intrigued, I delved deeper into this scripture. This led me to reflect on my own experiences from 2015 to 2016. It was around Thanksgiving of 2015 that I decided to stop eating meat. It took another six months for me to completely eliminate meat from my diet. During this supernatural fast, which stemmed from a place of brokenness, I didn’t eat any food for a year and two and a half months.

In this season of fasting, I believed I was preparing myself for marriage to a man. However, God had different plans for me. I was mending from family, church, and friends’ wounds and a failed relationship. I relocated to Texas in August 2013, purging my old life and seeking God through visions and prophetic dreams. One significant dream led me to John 1:23, and I stayed there for a while.

Reflecting on Revelation 19, I was struck by the importance of being spiritually prepared for the Marriage Supper of the Lamb. It’s a special and sometimes frightening time, knowing we must be spotless and blemish-free to be with our Heavenly Father. I often questioned myself, asking if I had been preparing adequately. Has Jesus been grooming me despite my flaws? Will I see my Heavenly Father?

Thinking about my family and friends, I pondered if we had taken full advantage of the time to align our relationships with the Lord. Earthly marriage pales compared to the divine marriage that awaits us. That year of fasting was like nothing I had ever experienced—a whirlwind of supernatural events and spiritual warfare, forever marking me.

God has called me to be His bride. I even have pictures of trying on dresses, each with its own story, proving that sometimes the dress chooses you.

The Marriage Supper is incredibly important to God, and I realized I hadn’t considered its significance as much as I should have. Life was happening, but that too is a story for another time. Despite being worn out by the world, I know I am blessed, favored, and called to do a special work in God’s kingdom.

Scars Gifts is the name God gave me, symbolizing the work He has called me to do. I know God has got me, and the trials and tribulations are part of His story through us. I had to take some time off from the workforce due to burnout, which is a very real experience.

As I continued to reflect, I asked myself whether life still goes on while waiting for Christ to arrive. This question may seem crazy, but it’s real. It’s terrifying that our judgment is upon us, and any day now, Jesus Christ will appear. Some may ignore this reality, while others will have to choose between religion and godly living. The supernatural is very real, and I almost forgot how real it is while living life as usual.

Once upon a time, I was on fire for God—bold, fearless, and extremely hopeful. Yet the Holy Spirit had to teach me a humbling lesson: it’s not about me; it never was and always will be about each and every one of us in HIS story. I haven’t forgotten who I am; I just know that rest is very important to the body, mind, and soul. I asked for rest, and He gave me peace instead.

I am blessed, yet I know there is more abundance for me in Christ Jesus, my Bridegroom. Just as God reminded us in Isaiah 54, “The Lord Will Marry His People,” He has married me. Unconsciously, I didn’t know it because of deception. Thank You, God, for pursuing me in a real way. I almost lost myself in those relationships.

I want to continue this blog, even though it might be challenging to be consistent. I plan to start with one blog post a week. I might be nervous about feedback, but we have to start somewhere. Our God started with nothing, and then there was light. We are light; you are light; I am light, so I am going to let my creative side shine. I pray you will shine too.

My Restoration

I was reading in one of my journals a heartfelt love letter/prayer to My GOD!

Great rain is about to fall suddenly upon my life ( 1 king 18-42-45)42 So Ahab went up to eat and to drink. And Elijah went up to the top of Carmel; and he crouched down to the earth and put his face between his knees, 43 and he said to his servant, “Go up, look toward the sea.” So he went up and looked and said, “There is nothing.” Elijah said, “Go back” seven times. 44 And at the seventh time the servant said, “A cloud as small as a man’s hand is coming up from the sea.” And Elijah said, “Go up, say to Ahab, ‘Prepare your chariot and go down, so that the rain shower does not stop you.’” 45 In a little while the sky grew dark with clouds and wind, and there were heavy showers. And Ahab mounted and rode [his chariot] and went [inland] to [a]Jezreel. 

 

Scarlett what the devil meant for evil, God has and will to use it for my good. The yoke of Satan has been released off my neck and i have been set free from bondage that was against me. The latter rain of restoration has been giving to me and i shall received the voice of the Holy Spirit in console, guidance, love, direction, authority and power. God has release me to pursue (MY DESTINY) my future. My light is brighter.

Thank you Lord for releasing me from the hand of mine enemies, you have delivered me into my promise, my inheritance. You took my fasting as offering and have heard my cries,my plea, my sorrow’s you’ve had pity and compassion, yet you have tested the very core of my heart. I cant express how much you mean to me, my words aren’t enough. Please receive my praise, my worship, to glorify your name upon high. I am your ultimate sacrifice you have taking me as I am to remold me into the woman you know that I shall  become. I hold myself to a standard because you have confidence in me, my anointing I shall carry with regard because of your precocious  blood that was slain for me. I am not worthy, the dust that I shall return to is more of value because of your hands that blessed me into existences. Thank you heavily father. I love you with my being!

 

My LOVE. Inspired by Song of Solomon

Teach me how to draw away my loves heart into my garden, help me to tend to his lifeless weeds that pulls at his souls strings, I need to retreat to his soil to turn over, dig out to root up death that has grown over his true vine of life, you say ” Let them grow together the wheat and tare”, for in due season when love is ripe you shall pull away the dead tear for loves seed is ripe and ready for drawing, then you shall draw away to yourself love,

Come away with me my love, let me show you great and wonderest things that you know nothing of, lay down with me as I heal you gently with my touch, I will pray away your darkest fears, I will be your peace for your storm, I will claim your rage, I will tower your anger, I will defeat the inflatable, I will draw you away with me to my hidden place that holds the treasure of my heart desires, I will parade you around within these everlasting, endless wiles of my love, you need NOT to be afraid I have already cleared the path for you, enter take my hand as I draw you away I promise you, you will never thirst hunger desire or need another ever again, I promise I will never do nothing quite like the same for I am the originator, I was created just for you, you are my purpose my promised destiny so come away with me as I draw you into my garden of loves love,

It is my pleasure to please you, keep you, to confront you, it is my submissive duty to care to go the extra mile beyond what you could possibly conceive, I do it all with no doubts, I do it with no shame, I do it because I believe in you though you think its impossible to believe; can this be true? Yes, I tell you it’s all true nothing here is a lie, for I am alive and well in all of my fullness, wholeness to give to you,

I won’t pressure you I won’t beg you but what I will do is draw you away by my entural love, for you that I cant seem to get enough of just loving you, I draw you away by my love,

Come away with me my LOVE…

Advocate

This is the beginning of a new chapter in my life which has been a process unlike any other process in one’s life. Of course there has been many lesson taught, learned, and experienced. In these past few years the transitions has not only been modifying but more so a blessing. I have dreamed of this door being filled with endless opportunities, countless limitless achievements that I would have never dared to do on my own account. Yet I recognize my help, beyond help and I need to celebrate my divine help by advocating those who need assistance in helping them selves. For you are just as important as I was when I started on this journey.

I have had countless encounters with those in authority whom have abused, neglected, taking advantage of one’s rights. I have been put in situations victimization or I should say I allowed myself to be a victim for the lack there of knowledge due to my ignorance. I’ve learn later in time that it wasn’t so much as to whom you know but also how much you know for yourself.

After years of foolishness an none-sense I had to change the way I allowed myself to be tolerated and heard. I couldn’t really put my hand on what it was I really wanted to do, I knew I wanted to protect myself but I didn’t know how to go about it in the work place let alone knowing my rights and how to utilize them to work for me.

After 7 gurgling years in customer service I needed a change of pace and I landed a position as Account Representative. If only I knew my anxiety would have fielder up I would have never taken the position yet without it I also would have never had the passion to go after being a advent voice for one who is with out one.

So with this being said this is one in a million reason why I am busting down this door! To be first and certainly not the last in helping the voiceless whispers of those’s who are not sure of there own voice let alone being understood.

I look forward to my new career venture and i am excite as to where it’s going to take me. This is the beinning

I Press towards the Mark!

GOD’S WORD® Translation 2Corth 4:8
In every way we’re troubled, but we aren’t crushed by our troubles. We’re frustrated, but we don’t give up.
Phililp 3:12 It’s not that I’ve already reached the goal or have already completed the course. But I run to win that which Jesus Christ has already won for me.
Weymouth New Testament 1 Peter 1:7
The sorrow comes in order that the testing of your faith–being more precious than that of gold, which perishes and yet is proved by fire–may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the re-appearing of Jesus Christ.

I really don’t remember when I made up in my mind to leave California I just knew I needed something to change. After the fights breakups and break downs I had found myself on ever bodies the coach. I had at this point lost all hope i was in a state of confusion trying to figure out what i was going to do and how in the world i got to where i was. I needed to get still and quite it wasnt very easy trying to explain where i was coming from but i only found myself lost in translation, it seem as though i was speaking a foreign language. So this left me even more frustrated yet the dreams kept coming and the feeling/ decrement kept getting stronger. I still didnt know what to do i fall back into my shall more like a cave state of mind to collect all that was going on and all that had happen, i focused more on running surpriseling it became my guilty pleasure. Little by Little revalation here and there yet the dreams kept coming I was in a world wind of spiritual take over!

The evening that i recived my confirmation God wanted to lay it on me thick i was invited to go out and relive myself of all the stress. I caught up with a few friends had a few drinks ( yes i drank socialy like you :) ) to find myself x marks the spot. I wasnt expecting nothing wasnt looking for nothing and for sure didnt want to entertain NO! possibility of a realationship. I was OVER IT ALL! Towards the end of the night it almost seems like the atomosphere was still though it was very nosey but there was something as it is put in the air yet it was quite but not. I was listing to a converstation when it Destiny hit me. It was foreign to me this kind the supernatural take over, God speaking to us how we comperhend, so for me it came natural, yet i was aware of his presents. The night went about i studied the room the people while i was being mused by my encounter i was drawn but not yet convenince it was God, i needed more so i introduce myself in hopes for an explanation. Faith was inviting but believeing would take more for me to be convince. This had to be more than a feeling after all I had been through i wasn’t up to expericance anything else. I needed a miracle a wonder working power to take me to my NEXT.

Relientlessly i started seeking answers spending my time with God, but i still wasnt sure if I was meant to leave Califorinia until one evening a service at Noel Jones City of Refuge, his sermon ” Leave and dont look back”, set a blaze in my spirit that inkighted my spirit the full extent to GO! and when GOD says Go you GO! So i left after many conversation with myself a broken heart dead end friendships broken bridges with no way of ever coming back, headed towards my Destiny.

Now at that time i was still a babe in Christ with no real training and to get to where God was calling me from, form that divine meeting i needed HELP in a despert way. Now looking back i am still putting the pieces as they come in place i was a total mess. I had a stench that I couldn’t recognize because I thought i was good honey I thought I was ready for it all. Little did I know I had no clue to what God was getting ready to do, LOVE the hell out of me. God asked me “what makes you so sure your ready for what you have asked but yet what i brought into divine conncection says that you are even quilifed?that’s a Loaded GUN, God took it there didn’t he I mean really, I knew I couldn’t answer that question expeacilly with all my unheal wounds and scars not including the stitch that I was walking aroung like i didn’t sank! I was foolishly thinking that what could be giving to me wouldn’t cost me, yet it did and I haven’t look back. The more God pressed me the more the intents measure of faith I grew in because I knew that it was bigger than me the promise the purpose awaited me.

2 Corinthians 12:7-10…And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure. For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me. And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ’s sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong”

There where times when I wanted out I mean completely out because what i was going through all hell, trails, hurts, lost sacifiy, pain, fastings, sleepless night, interceedings, dieing to myself praying endlessly to avail nothing I mean this life as a believer started to give me the blues endless fighting ( spiritauly ) for what I thought at the time would never let up. Then revelation came my life finally made a turn! everyhting started making senece including me the robbit hole I went down into finally ended but I needed away out! (Ps 121. I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help.) Joseph was thrown into the pit and while he look “UP” he knew as I knew that my help comes from the LORD. Being called up called by name setting my affections upon high you have to have endurance you have to learn the word be taught the wax on wax off addition of GOD. Our Lord Jesus knows so after reading seeking his face I knew ( 1 Peter 4:12-13
12 Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you:
13 But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ’s sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy.

I was being transformed into his likeness and imagine, I was being created for his glory along as the woman he said I am.

Destiny seem a far off for me but I ate it, I drank it, I nurshied the vision that sat before me in California until I wasnt who I was any more. My sisters had to get me grounded for I had no balance between living an serving. But I was getting close to the promise I needed to feed but without realtion to the world you have no testimony no witness that the Lord is alive. I owed the Lord my life it was so messed up and to think that I could bear his promises do great and mighty works in his name caused me to submerge in a realm of endless light of his GLORY. But yeah I needed balance always a work in progress.

The Vision was written Habkkuk 1 I will stand on my guard post And station myself on the rampart; And I will keep watch to see what He will speak to me, And how I may reply when I am reproved. 2Then the LORD answered me and said, “Record the vision And inscribe it on tablets, That the one who reads it may run. 3“For the vision is yet for the appointed time; It hastens toward the goal and it will not fail. Though it tarries, wait for it; For it will certainly come, it will not delay.…

I wanted nothing to do with anything or anyone that wasn’t for my vision. This was a very hard lesson I couldn’t tell no one about dream/vision. I was Joseph all over again young and immature wet behind the ears. I young Daniel trying to see my was through black valley’s of shadows of death from where I stood in spite of hope. I began running again the ironyer of it became my teacher to run my crouse, I had focuse hone in on the skill of listening. This gift needed sharping then it hit me when God called me by name, more then once a prophet. Now now Lord this is not funny but it was true just as he spoke to ( Jeremiah 8“Do not be afraid of them, For I am with you to deliver you,” declares the LORD. 9Then the LORD stretched out His hand and touched my mouth, and the LORD said to me, “Behold, I have put My words in your mouth. 10“See, I have appointed you this day over the nations and over the kingdoms, To pluck up and to break down, To destroy and to overthrow, To build and to plant.”…

Talk about a word from my own mouth while praying and worship! I had to process all of what the Lord was doing in me and telling me. I have never been much of a writer nor a word smith to record all that I journey because I have dsylaxia. Once a upon time I was ashamed it took years to get over but I have finally over came. People assume one way about you then actually getting to know you, it’s nothing like it seems I just process a little differently if not better. So I thank God for my inadequacy, it’s been more of blessing then a curse.

So I made it across the Jordan now it’s time to seize and possess the land. For I am more then conquer, I shall recover it all!

Never give up on your dreams the visions that God has giving up, it worth the fight worth the scairfy. I gave up everything for the vision the prophecy for the dream that God seeded in my heart. Never stop believing even if you give up on yourself know this the lord wont give up on you. He will draw you with his unfailing LOVE to keep you as his own. I would have never gotten this far if hadn’t been for the Lord thy God who was on my side. I owe him me.

What can Separate us from his LOVE.

[38] For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, [39] Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. Rom 8:38-39

I have been fighting a Spiritual war since April 23, 2013 when I was told I had to leave my mother house. A huge fight broke out between me and my step father one that I was familiar with once again i was in the parking lot of  the grace-yer store thinking to myself “how in the hell did i end up back here”. i remember like it was yesterday the yelling, the name calling, the fear for my life as i ran out of my mother house. The fight that took place between us should have been at no surprise to me.  i thought i had it all under control, i knew what i was getting into when i went back to my mothers. i promise myself no matter what happens don’t let it brother you. well i spoke to soon, all hell broke loose but now when i think about it i truly believe it was of God’s divine plan. One thing  after another, friendships went down hill,  15 year mentor relationship ended. i finally ended up silencing  myself only to be open to a  few . I stop talking to everyone,  i needed time to think but i knew my time was at hand. i just needed space a time to heal from my wounded heart from my family, a mentor that i had for 15 years ended and  dead relationships that ended my ability to believe in love. i had hit a low unlike anything,  i had never experience this before i had been claiming out of a pit to finally seeing how far i have come from what i like to deem as my ” beauty marks”, war wounds. i was done with my life but God had a plan that would lead me towards destiny.

A family friend ask if i would consider moving out of California to Texas i never thought about moving out of the state of Cali yet I’ve always wonder how much more of  life would be if i did but that would be going against the ” THE PLAN” we so plan out in our minds ( Though a man plans in his heart its the plans of the Lord that shall prevail ) Prv 16:9,  . i was convinced that i just needed time to figure some things out not necessary an out just a little more time to get it together. I had been praying and started to dream having divine importation of the word of God becoming more visible.

Then it came to me at my then best friends fathers plastic coach LOL! and the Lord brought it back to my remembrance of the vision i had when i was in this enormous airport. I had a one way ticket to Missouri, another story but i had a one way ticket. my grandmother took me to the airport to make sure i would make it on time she even purchase it the funny thing was i had no luggage just saddles a white dress ready to broad. i never ended in Missouri i ended up in Texas!. The dream had an angel that lead the way i wasn’t sure if i was going to make fight despite the odds yet the assurance of the man( Adonai; Lord, Master, Owner ) who owned the airport after sitting me down with him in a private meeting told me that “HE would make sure that if I’m not that plain it wasn’t taking off and he was right. The opposition that was waiting for me at the brocading gate( DOOR)  did everything in its power to make sure i would not broad. Yet i had the promise of another who knew all, see’s all, controls all, and owns all promised me that the plain would not leave until i was on it. When hell couldn’t pro vile i boarded that fight on time at 7 a.m. completeness, divine perfection, finished! My life has never been the same.

I took fight leaving my Egypt goodbye to welcome my four-year wilderness in Taxes. How ironic Texas a huge circle. The the word of  GOD says when they left in Exodus 12:36 “The Lord had made the Egyptians favorably disposed toward the people, and they gave them what they asked for; so they plundered the Egyptians.”  I thought i had left emptied handed but i didn’t i realize in the mist of all my pain i had taking what was taking from me. i left with faith, hope and love awaiting a journey that i could only truly dream of  envision in my mind.  The dreams the visions of the Lord thy God i have never been the same and i have not look back. The Lord has done good work.

Chapter one of life was California chapter two was arriving to Texas chapter three was purging me chapter four was finding who i was in Christ Jesus chapter five was death, birth, spring fourth chapter six is my new beginning and here i am ending chapter six headed for chapter seven where my destiny awaits me.  i cross the red sea now crossing my Jordan. Do not get me wrong i am sooooo grateful my time spent well worth all the tears, sacrifices, loses, heartache, disappointment, devastation,  i didn’t looking back i wanted to become the woman who God had told me about showed me and now i am she. i never would have made if i didn’t keep my knees every night rehearsing Scriptures mediating asking God to use me but never exasperating him to call me. These chapters are nothing short a book.  i cant wait to piece it all together for you to get the whole sum of who is Scarlet is.

I went with this title because where i am right now in my life i am in a space where time and i are engage and we have a date with destiny. You see i had this dream where i had thought i had lost my ring my promise somewhere in the past because that literary is how it was set up a past setting ( which came to past) i was in my old truck ford escape and i had thought i had lost it somewhere else but as i was looking for it i would have never thought it would be in place i would lose it yet there it was waiting for me. when i put my hand down on the side of the sit i knew i had found it i lifted it up out of the darkness where it was hide and to my surprise it was  much BIGGER then how i saw it the first time. The Lord of promise had kept his word  for he is truly faithful to  exceed above all that we could ask or imagine. Nothing can’t keep me, separate me, from the Love of my God.